1.59 a.m, August 31, 2012, Cochin
Certain incidents in life lead you to wonder what does it take for one to ‘connect’ to another being? Is it time bound or pre-ordained?
I have had many special people in my life. They are a part of me as – family, friends,love, hate,habit,need etc. But now when i look back there was never a ‘connect’.By connect I mean something that needs no explanation, no justifications, no boundaries – something that inspires me to being someone beyond me.
7.02 p.m, August 30, 2012 -Cochin
“…..Everything in life is preordained….. “….Is it?
10.15 p.m, August 29, 2012 -Cochin
“Between the rains and the moonlight I choose the rains because it makes you closer to yourself….”- The thought and the thinker fascinates me.
A personality beyond the roles that he plays.
6.44 p.m, August 28, 2012, Cochin
A day that seemed like old times! Some fun, lots of cluttered thoughts, a plain notebook and a random novel from one of my favourite book stores in Kerala add to the nostalgia.
Talking about notebooks, I have always had a fascination for them – plain notebooks, diaries and those costly recycled books. Writing a few pages and leaving it for good has always been a part of me – the intent has always been to write my cluttered thoughts which hardly goes beyong the first tro pages.Nonetheless, I have got one more of them. Hoping that this time around I am able to reflect my thought on paper.
While walking through the bookstore today and looking thorugh the books, I was feeling like old times , when i used to spend hours at the bookstore at shivaji park. And I feel glad about it.
The nostalgic feeling that I am going throught can be soley attributed to a wonderful movie that I saw today -“thattathin marayathil” – kerala -college – first love- divides of religion- More than one reason to be nostalgic :). As I hear to the songs of the move while sipping some ‘hot chai’ – I am loving the moment.
Some random thoughts- feelings- emotions that thats a part of me today consitutes my first blog- August 28, 2012.
Someday when I feel confident enought I will open this to the world. Till then this one is for me.