The connect

1.59 a.m, August 31, 2012, Cochin

Certain incidents in life lead you to wonder what does it take for one to ‘connect’ to another being? Is it time bound or pre-ordained?

I have had many special people in my life. They are a part of me  as – family, friends,love, hate,habit,need etc. But now when i look back there was never a ‘connect’.By connect I mean something that needs no explanation, no justifications, no boundaries – something that inspires me to being someone beyond me.

 

August 28,2012

6.44 p.m, August 28, 2012, Cochin

A day that seemed like old times! Some  fun, lots of cluttered thoughts, a plain notebook and a random novel from one of my favourite book stores in Kerala add to the nostalgia.

Talking about notebooks, I have always had a fascination for them – plain notebooks, diaries and  those costly recycled books. Writing a few pages and leaving it for good has always been a part of me – the intent has always been to write my cluttered thoughts which hardly goes beyong the first tro pages.Nonetheless, I have got one more of them. Hoping that this time around I am able to reflect my thought on paper.

While walking through the bookstore today and looking thorugh the books, I was feeling like old times , when i used to spend hours at the bookstore at shivaji park. And I feel glad about it.

The nostalgic feeling that I am going throught can be soley attributed to a wonderful movie that I saw today -“thattathin marayathil” – kerala -college – first love- divides of religion- More than one reason to be nostalgic :). As I hear to the songs of the move while sipping some ‘hot chai’ – I am loving the moment.

Some random thoughts- feelings- emotions that thats a part of me today consitutes my first blog- August 28, 2012.

Someday when I feel confident enought I will open this to the world. Till then this one is for me.